Want to know why i cry? bcos u didnt know tat i didnt want to talk, bcos u didnt understand me at all, bcos u forced me to talk, bcos u are determined to get things your way, bcos u dont know how i feel, bcos u, unlike me, dunno how to enjoy life, bcos u r controlling my life, bcos u r ruining my life.

AND i hate it alot. ok, u said you wanna know how i feel, ok, i tell you today, but what did u do? all you did was to tell me that, hey, all along it was just bcos u r still unsure of what to do, u r just having a habit, u r just with that kind of personality. What kind of person are you to tell me that im leading to wrong kind of life, i just need a dose of happy medicine and right now im not asking for an ecstasy instead. so what the hell is the problem here!? I hate u interfering, so get on with ur own life.

Had a bad day. Absolutely no mood to post :((

♥If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

Want to know why i cry? bcos u didnt know tat i didnt want to talk, bcos u didnt understand me at all, bcos u forced me to talk, bcos u are determined to get things your way, bcos u dont know how i feel, bcos u, unlike me, dunno how to enjoy life, bcos u r controlling my life, bcos u r ruining my life.

AND i hate it alot. ok, u said you wanna know how i feel, ok, i tell you today, but what did u do? all you did was to tell me that, hey, all along it was just bcos u r still unsure of what to do, u r just having a habit, u r just with that kind of personality. What kind of person are you to tell me that im leading to wrong kind of life, i just need a dose of happy medicine and right now im not asking for an ecstasy instead. so what the hell is the problem here!? I hate u interfering, so get on with ur own life.

Had a bad day. Absolutely no mood to post :((

♥If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

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