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Confessions.

I am writing this to a certain person out there.

Hello.
Let me tell you first that I got over you. YES, I GOT OVER YOU.
You should be happy now, eh? That was what you wanted, isn’t it?
You now have a wonderful family who love you.
You can depend on your group of faithful friends.
You are now someone free to do as you wish.
Without me, you can do much more than you think you can, and I acknowledge that.
Deep down inside my heart, I know I am not as fortunate as you.
I do not possess your kind-heartedness.
I do not possess your fair complexion that I have always dreamt of having.
I do not possess your wonderful bunch of close friends.
And because I am not as fortunate as you, I am not good enough of you.
Definitely, with your good qualities, who won’t like you?
You left with many excuses, but now I do not care what you did anymore.
And I thank God for that.
I thank God for making me stop crying.
Crying only shows I am helpless.
I thank God for making me realise I am special.
I am special, one-of-a-kind.
I thank God for letting me know I do not have to please people whom hates.
I am not born to please everyone in this world.
I thank God for helping me love myself.
Love is a gift from God to me, and I will fully utilise it.
I thank God for helping me bond with others.
Friends are always there for you.
I thank God for making me smile.
Laughter is the best medicine.
I thank God for helping me get on with life.
Getting over it would bring me happiness.
It was painful for you to dump me without a word.
You left with nothing but a letter, and drawing.
And we ended with a fight.
Then there were many nights of terror.
Blood brought sleepless nights.
And I had a phobia of being in the dark.
I hated what you did, what you left behind for me to clear up.
Now I feel so foolish for what I think for the past few months.
I did nothing wrong. You did nothing wrong.
Whatever we said, what we did, how we feel, is part of life.
It will come naturally one day, whether we want to or not.
I feel foolish for hanging onto the past, which is not what I should do.
And so, I am going to let go. Then I will be happy.
Time really can do magic. Time is the key to heal a wounded heart.
I really hope you will be happy.
I really hope you will learn from the past.
I really hope you will make new and more faithful friends.
I really hope you will not go astray.
I really hope you will achieve many great things for others.
I really hope you will love God still with all your heart.
I really hope you will cherish what you have.
I really hope you will learn to be patient and kind.
I really hope you will one day succeed in life.
I really think for you. And this is my last time.
I’ll get on in life; do what I hope you will do too.
The next time I meet you, you will be someone I don’t know.
You would be someone whom I have never met before.
When it happens, I’ll smile at you and hope you will smile back.
Smile back truthfully.
Then maybe, just maybe, we will start over as friends.
God bless.
♥♥♥ xoxo

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Confessions.