Fight fiercely for the one you love

Well you know j2 isn't easy, though there isn't anymore pw. Plus it's Term2 where you get the most shit. But there are fun times! Actually i'm here to rant about my old friends. I know no one in particular remember this blog anymore. All the fabulous stuff are at my tumblr. ;)

♥ Hello. It's been, 2 years? Hahaha. Life ain't that much better but I am coping. Nyjc was rather harsh on me, but my class is surprisingly nice. And I am contented. Things are so different now, I cannot fathom how it could have been. Reading through all these I used to type makes things feel rather weird. Plus I browsed through some other blogs that were yet to be updated, and hah, now I know his (I shan't say who) blood type is O positive. That's real cool shit, considering that I have boring B positive blood type. Well, homework coming in every single day, currently busy with EoM, and Econs AA. I am glad I updated. ^^ With much love, Jieyi

Maybe I should say what I really feel. :(

Hi. :>
Tomorrow I am leaving for Genting.
Equal to: No texting, no facebook, no tweeting.
Only left with my online tumblr. Oh well.
I will miss him. Sigh. 4 DAYS.
It wasnt easy to concentrate the last three days.
Now it is worse. :/ I guess. I am overseas for 4 days.
Not to mention I am skipping an outing with my friends.
THEY ARE GOING TO THE BEACH.
Damn. I still miss Batam.
Nevertheless, I cant skip the fact that I can scream out my worries. :) HEEHEE.
Because I seriously need a break.
Sigh.
No mood to post anymore. I need to sleep anyways. So yeah.
Selamat Malam :P

♥Jie'er

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♥ I am back from Batam. I AM MISSING IT. MANYMANY.
Thanks to all those whom I was with :)

To GY JH DG MT,
I really enjoyed the time with you all. Although I cried a lot, scolded a lot, showed you all attitude a lot, but we also played a lot, laughed a lot, danced alot, talked a lot. Hope even if Batam trip has ended, our friendship doesn't end here. Maybe one day we can go out. Maybe one day we can go back to Darul Falah together again. Whatever the case, I had fun, Love you all ♥

To Isyraq,
Thanks for making me laugh all the time, you are a really nice guy. And I am glad your guitar is okay already. Dont sad over little things anymore. You see, things are back to normal. ^^ and I know I didnt cheer up like J___ did, but I am glad at least you treated me as a friend that made your Batam trip the BESTX3 :D Talk soon.

To Aloysious,
heyhey, The boy I borrow camera and your cap from, Your stuff all so cool :D Your camera colour is so nice. and your cap got mickey mouse! LOL. XP Actually, you are nice guy uhs, so yeahs. Thanks for cheering me up today. Nice time talking you. Actually, never talk very long luhs hor? :P I think we all spammed your camera right? :D LMAO. and I took a lot of weird weird photos with your camera xP opps. HAHA. Talk you soon. :) Smile.

To Junhao,
Victorysign! :D Okays, thanks for caring for me, help me take stuff and everything. and also for teaching me the dance steps. I know my face when dancing always very black der. GAHS. Sorry okays? Love you all, despite you all de lousy singing :D and super niang steps. LMAO! :P:B Wahahaha. :D Girls bring the boys out ^^!

To YZ ST WJ YY WH XT SY WJ,
Nice time with you all, for the frog origami and the paintball and gocart and that rare lunch. And yeah, Hope you all had fun lor. yeaps. :) cos I had fun with you all. Thanks some of you for cheering me up too. LOL. >.< :P Opps. Wont forget the time we had together. If got time, eat pizza or smth together again? ;)

To S KW,
Just Thank you both. :) You all should know how I feel luhs.

I miss the children, the wishes every night, Auntie Lilian, the fun, the sea breeze, the beach, the new friends I made, the school, the volleyball court, the dance, the food, the talking, the crying, everything. Sigh.

And Batam is the place where I miss the most out of all I have went.

I learnt alot. ^^ And I want to go back to Batam to help the children again.

Love, Jieyi.

Labels: I want to go back again.

A heart once broken, is never the same again.

♥ Hello.
I realised that the last time I posted was August.
I was like, OMG, where was I for that few months, again. x(
But I guess it is too late :P
Tomorrow I will be going to Batam already. I CANT WAIT. I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE LAST LAST MONTH. ^^ WEEE. I bet it will rock. Well, it must rock. I have training very hard everyday for the performance. With @Guanyuan @Michelle @Junhao @Daryl of course.
If they don’t like it, I will just cry right there and then already. So damn tired for the whole of this month, with so many friendship, relationship problem, AND MY HOMEWORK, (!) (it is forever collating :<) I would probably not have anytime to rest. Especially with my Genting trip, all the fd practices (Although I’m skipping half of it), GB Fun Camp, Family Chalet, Numerous trip to my grandma house. And and and! And Going to Pulau Ubin. Ok, I know you are going to say that it is better than staying at home all day, rotting or watching tv or onlining or sleeping, Whatever. But I would very much rather I stay at home. Then at least I can really talk to people I WANT to talk to, do the things I WANT to, sleep whenever I WANT, cry all I WANT, go for ALL my fd practices, and etc. :) I STILL CANT FORGIVE MYSELF FOR SKIPPING HALF OF ALL THE FD PRACTISES, SERIOUSLY. I just skipped yesterday’s prac to go Malaysia and see my two darling nieces. <3 BUT IT IS THE 1ST PRACTISE. AND I AM CONSIDERED FD IC WITH @Jeslin THIS TIME. :< I also skipped drill test. (which means one less badge and one less chance of getting PBB. T.T) And then with all my Genting, Pulau Ubin and whatever-the-place- is Outings, I will miss out, LOADS. Feeling so lousy. Feel like crying now. Sigh. It’s life unfair? The day before I was talking to _____. He asked me what’s wrong. And I kindda confide some things with him. OMG, is it so obvious that I am sad? So I shouldn’t post too much on fb. It is insane, the way things spread so fast. Especially last year. I hope Twitter is better. :/ I am glad that at least I still got some really great friends. Calista and Weiheng and Kaiwen for example. ^^ Tq for making me realise I still have you all. And I decided to write lesser in my offline tumblr (@Jerica @Jeslin), or my so-called Bible (@Jasmine). I haven't wrote since last week o_o GAHS. Can't really write there anymore, my main reader knows too much about me already. Ok, shall end here. Post soon, ♥

To all girls out there, STAY STRONG. ♥
To the guy out there, dont so silly anymore, okay?

How sweet.

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. ♥

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I changed my blogskin again... :}
This holiday sucks. i cant see my cousins, they alrd start sch T.T
they can come our home for some reason. we cant go their hse for some reason.
so sad. :( but there is still september n_n hehehe.
BSU, learnt abit too much for my liking but i guess, it is an experience.
I have to be ery patient. just nice the one talked to complains quite abit :(
i learn mostly from him. and he treats me like his own daughter.
but it has a bad point, he keep getting me into loads of trouble =.=
3 more BSU. then we have to decide whether we want be a permenent volunteer. :)
I am leaving for China tomorrow. at 11.
Gonna miss everyone plus facebook, my phone :X
cant imagine no smsing and facebooking for like, 8 days!!! :(
maybe i dont even realise 8 days go so fast until 22 june comes :D
i am gonna buy presents for some. cant possibly buy the whole world's.
hmmm... i haven finish my hol hw yet :( not half way through.
el and cl hol were totally untouched yet, as usual. :P
okies, i should start doing some then. Post soon.
♥ Jie'er

Confessions.

I am writing this to a certain person out there.

Hello.
Let me tell you first that I got over you. YES, I GOT OVER YOU.
You should be happy now, eh? That was what you wanted, isn’t it?
You now have a wonderful family who love you.
You can depend on your group of faithful friends.
You are now someone free to do as you wish.
Without me, you can do much more than you think you can, and I acknowledge that.
Deep down inside my heart, I know I am not as fortunate as you.
I do not possess your kind-heartedness.
I do not possess your fair complexion that I have always dreamt of having.
I do not possess your wonderful bunch of close friends.
And because I am not as fortunate as you, I am not good enough of you.
Definitely, with your good qualities, who won’t like you?
You left with many excuses, but now I do not care what you did anymore.
And I thank God for that.
I thank God for making me stop crying.
Crying only shows I am helpless.
I thank God for making me realise I am special.
I am special, one-of-a-kind.
I thank God for letting me know I do not have to please people whom hates.
I am not born to please everyone in this world.
I thank God for helping me love myself.
Love is a gift from God to me, and I will fully utilise it.
I thank God for helping me bond with others.
Friends are always there for you.
I thank God for making me smile.
Laughter is the best medicine.
I thank God for helping me get on with life.
Getting over it would bring me happiness.
It was painful for you to dump me without a word.
You left with nothing but a letter, and drawing.
And we ended with a fight.
Then there were many nights of terror.
Blood brought sleepless nights.
And I had a phobia of being in the dark.
I hated what you did, what you left behind for me to clear up.
Now I feel so foolish for what I think for the past few months.
I did nothing wrong. You did nothing wrong.
Whatever we said, what we did, how we feel, is part of life.
It will come naturally one day, whether we want to or not.
I feel foolish for hanging onto the past, which is not what I should do.
And so, I am going to let go. Then I will be happy.
Time really can do magic. Time is the key to heal a wounded heart.
I really hope you will be happy.
I really hope you will learn from the past.
I really hope you will make new and more faithful friends.
I really hope you will not go astray.
I really hope you will achieve many great things for others.
I really hope you will love God still with all your heart.
I really hope you will cherish what you have.
I really hope you will learn to be patient and kind.
I really hope you will one day succeed in life.
I really think for you. And this is my last time.
I’ll get on in life; do what I hope you will do too.
The next time I meet you, you will be someone I don’t know.
You would be someone whom I have never met before.
When it happens, I’ll smile at you and hope you will smile back.
Smile back truthfully.
Then maybe, just maybe, we will start over as friends.
God bless.
♥♥♥ xoxo

Hello ppl,
I am currently:
Emo, Sad, Tired, Bombed with Hw.
_l_ arh!! Reality Sucks.
I dun wan to post liao.

I pray that GB will do their best in Interug,
not let our efforts, tears, and hope go to waste.
I pray that EVERYTHING will be better for me.
I pray that someone can give me some courage,
even if it is only a little bit, just a bit.
I pray that he understands...

♥

4 days

It is amazing what love can do to somebody in love.

♥ Hehe! 4 more days :)
ytr was national drill comp, so cui, got c.o.p.
wle, talk about repu drop in sch.
1st part of fancy drill wrong timing then everything go wrong till th end.
sad, even our wonderful impromptu drill did not save us. sian.
but i dun care, like xueli say, we will own ww in time to come. HAH!
GB JIAYOU :D haha. But that means mon to thurs got pratise. yikes.
i guess it is worth it if we get a gold or silver in interug.
bb watch out ar! hahahaha :D especially engkian! :P lmao.
march hol = no hol lo.
lesson lesson and more lesson, maths on wed and thurs. tuition too.
then got cca for 7 days out of the 9 days in hol.
polishing my cracked boots EVERY SINGLE DAY. OMGODDESS.
then hwhwhw and more hw, Everyday too >< killer holiday. so not nice hol. period. but i guess it is better than working in mac~ well, kinda solved *our fighting, but still got wall between. will try to solve it, for e,yz,ek,yw. :) lala. 4more days :D! LMAO! zi high ><
Kaiwen thanks for helping me... ;)
Jiayous jieyi! u got full day ahead tml!


Jieyi<3

Fight fiercely for the one you love

Well you know j2 isn't easy, though there isn't anymore pw. Plus it's Term2 where you get the most shit. But there are fun times! Actually i'm here to rant about my old friends. I know no one in particular remember this blog anymore. All the fabulous stuff are at my tumblr. ;)

♥ Hello. It's been, 2 years? Hahaha. Life ain't that much better but I am coping. Nyjc was rather harsh on me, but my class is surprisingly nice. And I am contented. Things are so different now, I cannot fathom how it could have been. Reading through all these I used to type makes things feel rather weird. Plus I browsed through some other blogs that were yet to be updated, and hah, now I know his (I shan't say who) blood type is O positive. That's real cool shit, considering that I have boring B positive blood type. Well, homework coming in every single day, currently busy with EoM, and Econs AA. I am glad I updated. ^^ With much love, Jieyi

Maybe I should say what I really feel. :(

Hi. :>
Tomorrow I am leaving for Genting.
Equal to: No texting, no facebook, no tweeting.
Only left with my online tumblr. Oh well.
I will miss him. Sigh. 4 DAYS.
It wasnt easy to concentrate the last three days.
Now it is worse. :/ I guess. I am overseas for 4 days.
Not to mention I am skipping an outing with my friends.
THEY ARE GOING TO THE BEACH.
Damn. I still miss Batam.
Nevertheless, I cant skip the fact that I can scream out my worries. :) HEEHEE.
Because I seriously need a break.
Sigh.
No mood to post anymore. I need to sleep anyways. So yeah.
Selamat Malam :P

♥Jie'er

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♥ I am back from Batam. I AM MISSING IT. MANYMANY.
Thanks to all those whom I was with :)

To GY JH DG MT,
I really enjoyed the time with you all. Although I cried a lot, scolded a lot, showed you all attitude a lot, but we also played a lot, laughed a lot, danced alot, talked a lot. Hope even if Batam trip has ended, our friendship doesn't end here. Maybe one day we can go out. Maybe one day we can go back to Darul Falah together again. Whatever the case, I had fun, Love you all ♥

To Isyraq,
Thanks for making me laugh all the time, you are a really nice guy. And I am glad your guitar is okay already. Dont sad over little things anymore. You see, things are back to normal. ^^ and I know I didnt cheer up like J___ did, but I am glad at least you treated me as a friend that made your Batam trip the BESTX3 :D Talk soon.

To Aloysious,
heyhey, The boy I borrow camera and your cap from, Your stuff all so cool :D Your camera colour is so nice. and your cap got mickey mouse! LOL. XP Actually, you are nice guy uhs, so yeahs. Thanks for cheering me up today. Nice time talking you. Actually, never talk very long luhs hor? :P I think we all spammed your camera right? :D LMAO. and I took a lot of weird weird photos with your camera xP opps. HAHA. Talk you soon. :) Smile.

To Junhao,
Victorysign! :D Okays, thanks for caring for me, help me take stuff and everything. and also for teaching me the dance steps. I know my face when dancing always very black der. GAHS. Sorry okays? Love you all, despite you all de lousy singing :D and super niang steps. LMAO! :P:B Wahahaha. :D Girls bring the boys out ^^!

To YZ ST WJ YY WH XT SY WJ,
Nice time with you all, for the frog origami and the paintball and gocart and that rare lunch. And yeah, Hope you all had fun lor. yeaps. :) cos I had fun with you all. Thanks some of you for cheering me up too. LOL. >.< :P Opps. Wont forget the time we had together. If got time, eat pizza or smth together again? ;)

To S KW,
Just Thank you both. :) You all should know how I feel luhs.

I miss the children, the wishes every night, Auntie Lilian, the fun, the sea breeze, the beach, the new friends I made, the school, the volleyball court, the dance, the food, the talking, the crying, everything. Sigh.

And Batam is the place where I miss the most out of all I have went.

I learnt alot. ^^ And I want to go back to Batam to help the children again.

Love, Jieyi.

Labels: I want to go back again.

A heart once broken, is never the same again.

♥ Hello.
I realised that the last time I posted was August.
I was like, OMG, where was I for that few months, again. x(
But I guess it is too late :P
Tomorrow I will be going to Batam already. I CANT WAIT. I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE LAST LAST MONTH. ^^ WEEE. I bet it will rock. Well, it must rock. I have training very hard everyday for the performance. With @Guanyuan @Michelle @Junhao @Daryl of course.
If they don’t like it, I will just cry right there and then already. So damn tired for the whole of this month, with so many friendship, relationship problem, AND MY HOMEWORK, (!) (it is forever collating :<) I would probably not have anytime to rest. Especially with my Genting trip, all the fd practices (Although I’m skipping half of it), GB Fun Camp, Family Chalet, Numerous trip to my grandma house. And and and! And Going to Pulau Ubin. Ok, I know you are going to say that it is better than staying at home all day, rotting or watching tv or onlining or sleeping, Whatever. But I would very much rather I stay at home. Then at least I can really talk to people I WANT to talk to, do the things I WANT to, sleep whenever I WANT, cry all I WANT, go for ALL my fd practices, and etc. :) I STILL CANT FORGIVE MYSELF FOR SKIPPING HALF OF ALL THE FD PRACTISES, SERIOUSLY. I just skipped yesterday’s prac to go Malaysia and see my two darling nieces. <3 BUT IT IS THE 1ST PRACTISE. AND I AM CONSIDERED FD IC WITH @Jeslin THIS TIME. :< I also skipped drill test. (which means one less badge and one less chance of getting PBB. T.T) And then with all my Genting, Pulau Ubin and whatever-the-place- is Outings, I will miss out, LOADS. Feeling so lousy. Feel like crying now. Sigh. It’s life unfair? The day before I was talking to _____. He asked me what’s wrong. And I kindda confide some things with him. OMG, is it so obvious that I am sad? So I shouldn’t post too much on fb. It is insane, the way things spread so fast. Especially last year. I hope Twitter is better. :/ I am glad that at least I still got some really great friends. Calista and Weiheng and Kaiwen for example. ^^ Tq for making me realise I still have you all. And I decided to write lesser in my offline tumblr (@Jerica @Jeslin), or my so-called Bible (@Jasmine). I haven't wrote since last week o_o GAHS. Can't really write there anymore, my main reader knows too much about me already. Ok, shall end here. Post soon, ♥

To all girls out there, STAY STRONG. ♥
To the guy out there, dont so silly anymore, okay?

How sweet.

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. ♥

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I changed my blogskin again... :}
This holiday sucks. i cant see my cousins, they alrd start sch T.T
they can come our home for some reason. we cant go their hse for some reason.
so sad. :( but there is still september n_n hehehe.
BSU, learnt abit too much for my liking but i guess, it is an experience.
I have to be ery patient. just nice the one talked to complains quite abit :(
i learn mostly from him. and he treats me like his own daughter.
but it has a bad point, he keep getting me into loads of trouble =.=
3 more BSU. then we have to decide whether we want be a permenent volunteer. :)
I am leaving for China tomorrow. at 11.
Gonna miss everyone plus facebook, my phone :X
cant imagine no smsing and facebooking for like, 8 days!!! :(
maybe i dont even realise 8 days go so fast until 22 june comes :D
i am gonna buy presents for some. cant possibly buy the whole world's.
hmmm... i haven finish my hol hw yet :( not half way through.
el and cl hol were totally untouched yet, as usual. :P
okies, i should start doing some then. Post soon.
♥ Jie'er

Confessions.

I am writing this to a certain person out there.

Hello.
Let me tell you first that I got over you. YES, I GOT OVER YOU.
You should be happy now, eh? That was what you wanted, isn’t it?
You now have a wonderful family who love you.
You can depend on your group of faithful friends.
You are now someone free to do as you wish.
Without me, you can do much more than you think you can, and I acknowledge that.
Deep down inside my heart, I know I am not as fortunate as you.
I do not possess your kind-heartedness.
I do not possess your fair complexion that I have always dreamt of having.
I do not possess your wonderful bunch of close friends.
And because I am not as fortunate as you, I am not good enough of you.
Definitely, with your good qualities, who won’t like you?
You left with many excuses, but now I do not care what you did anymore.
And I thank God for that.
I thank God for making me stop crying.
Crying only shows I am helpless.
I thank God for making me realise I am special.
I am special, one-of-a-kind.
I thank God for letting me know I do not have to please people whom hates.
I am not born to please everyone in this world.
I thank God for helping me love myself.
Love is a gift from God to me, and I will fully utilise it.
I thank God for helping me bond with others.
Friends are always there for you.
I thank God for making me smile.
Laughter is the best medicine.
I thank God for helping me get on with life.
Getting over it would bring me happiness.
It was painful for you to dump me without a word.
You left with nothing but a letter, and drawing.
And we ended with a fight.
Then there were many nights of terror.
Blood brought sleepless nights.
And I had a phobia of being in the dark.
I hated what you did, what you left behind for me to clear up.
Now I feel so foolish for what I think for the past few months.
I did nothing wrong. You did nothing wrong.
Whatever we said, what we did, how we feel, is part of life.
It will come naturally one day, whether we want to or not.
I feel foolish for hanging onto the past, which is not what I should do.
And so, I am going to let go. Then I will be happy.
Time really can do magic. Time is the key to heal a wounded heart.
I really hope you will be happy.
I really hope you will learn from the past.
I really hope you will make new and more faithful friends.
I really hope you will not go astray.
I really hope you will achieve many great things for others.
I really hope you will love God still with all your heart.
I really hope you will cherish what you have.
I really hope you will learn to be patient and kind.
I really hope you will one day succeed in life.
I really think for you. And this is my last time.
I’ll get on in life; do what I hope you will do too.
The next time I meet you, you will be someone I don’t know.
You would be someone whom I have never met before.
When it happens, I’ll smile at you and hope you will smile back.
Smile back truthfully.
Then maybe, just maybe, we will start over as friends.
God bless.
♥♥♥ xoxo

Hello ppl,
I am currently:
Emo, Sad, Tired, Bombed with Hw.
_l_ arh!! Reality Sucks.
I dun wan to post liao.

I pray that GB will do their best in Interug,
not let our efforts, tears, and hope go to waste.
I pray that EVERYTHING will be better for me.
I pray that someone can give me some courage,
even if it is only a little bit, just a bit.
I pray that he understands...

♥

4 days

It is amazing what love can do to somebody in love.

♥ Hehe! 4 more days :)
ytr was national drill comp, so cui, got c.o.p.
wle, talk about repu drop in sch.
1st part of fancy drill wrong timing then everything go wrong till th end.
sad, even our wonderful impromptu drill did not save us. sian.
but i dun care, like xueli say, we will own ww in time to come. HAH!
GB JIAYOU :D haha. But that means mon to thurs got pratise. yikes.
i guess it is worth it if we get a gold or silver in interug.
bb watch out ar! hahahaha :D especially engkian! :P lmao.
march hol = no hol lo.
lesson lesson and more lesson, maths on wed and thurs. tuition too.
then got cca for 7 days out of the 9 days in hol.
polishing my cracked boots EVERY SINGLE DAY. OMGODDESS.
then hwhwhw and more hw, Everyday too >< killer holiday. so not nice hol. period. but i guess it is better than working in mac~ well, kinda solved *our fighting, but still got wall between. will try to solve it, for e,yz,ek,yw. :) lala. 4more days :D! LMAO! zi high ><
Kaiwen thanks for helping me... ;)
Jiayous jieyi! u got full day ahead tml!


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