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A heart once broken, is never the same again.

♥ Hello.
I realised that the last time I posted was August.
I was like, OMG, where was I for that few months, again. x(
But I guess it is too late :P
Tomorrow I will be going to Batam already. I CANT WAIT. I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE LAST LAST MONTH. ^^ WEEE. I bet it will rock. Well, it must rock. I have training very hard everyday for the performance. With @Guanyuan @Michelle @Junhao @Daryl of course.
If they don’t like it, I will just cry right there and then already. So damn tired for the whole of this month, with so many friendship, relationship problem, AND MY HOMEWORK, (!) (it is forever collating :<) I would probably not have anytime to rest. Especially with my Genting trip, all the fd practices (Although I’m skipping half of it), GB Fun Camp, Family Chalet, Numerous trip to my grandma house. And and and! And Going to Pulau Ubin. Ok, I know you are going to say that it is better than staying at home all day, rotting or watching tv or onlining or sleeping, Whatever. But I would very much rather I stay at home. Then at least I can really talk to people I WANT to talk to, do the things I WANT to, sleep whenever I WANT, cry all I WANT, go for ALL my fd practices, and etc. :) I STILL CANT FORGIVE MYSELF FOR SKIPPING HALF OF ALL THE FD PRACTISES, SERIOUSLY. I just skipped yesterday’s prac to go Malaysia and see my two darling nieces. <3 BUT IT IS THE 1ST PRACTISE. AND I AM CONSIDERED FD IC WITH @Jeslin THIS TIME. :< I also skipped drill test. (which means one less badge and one less chance of getting PBB. T.T) And then with all my Genting, Pulau Ubin and whatever-the-place- is Outings, I will miss out, LOADS. Feeling so lousy. Feel like crying now. Sigh. It’s life unfair? The day before I was talking to _____. He asked me what’s wrong. And I kindda confide some things with him. OMG, is it so obvious that I am sad? So I shouldn’t post too much on fb. It is insane, the way things spread so fast. Especially last year. I hope Twitter is better. :/ I am glad that at least I still got some really great friends. Calista and Weiheng and Kaiwen for example. ^^ Tq for making me realise I still have you all. And I decided to write lesser in my offline tumblr (@Jerica @Jeslin), or my so-called Bible (@Jasmine). I haven't wrote since last week o_o GAHS. Can't really write there anymore, my main reader knows too much about me already. Ok, shall end here. Post soon, ♥